Aouie's Journal

Friday, May 13, 2005

Not Because...But Because...

i love you...
not because you feel the same way...
but because you've made me into someone whom i wasn't before.

i miss you...
not because you're gone...
but because things between us are not the way they used to be.

i want you back...
not because you've always been there...
but because my life seems empty without you.

i'm sorry...
not because i've hurt you...
but because i'm in love with you when i wasn't supposed to.

XOXOXOXOXOXO
by anonymous

Labels: poems

a.o.u.i.e. scribbled this @ 6:13 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Bitter Musings

The sweet words you whispered
Didn't mean a thing
I guess our song is over
As we begin to sing ...
Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
I'll never hold what could've been
On a cold and lonely night
- Could've Been

there's nothing more i want than to break down and cry...to lash out at him...to hurt him as much as i hurt...

i want to make him realize that i am not some biology experiment he could easily discard or manipulate when things don't turn out the way he expected...that he shouldn't have said or done anything in the first place - not when he wasn't sure how he felt and not when there are feelings involved...that he should have at least had the decency to say goodbye and not just dropped out of my life without word or glance...

i wish i could demand honest answers to questions he never replied to...i wish i could go back in time and stop myself from loving him...i wish i could see the future and know for sure if i had successfully stopped myself from begging him to love me...i wish i could say to him - to hell with you i'm tired of hurting...

it's been a long two years...i wish i could just let go of what could have been and finally move on.

XOXOXOXOXOXO

Labels: scribblings from me

a.o.u.i.e. scribbled this @ 2:41 PM
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Sa Kanya

Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa
Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Chorus:
Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali man isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Repeat Chorus

Adlib:
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
Sa kanya, sa kanya, sa kanya, hah-ooh

Sa kanya.

XOXOXOXOXOXO
by Ogie Alcasid

Labels: songs